Gene Keys Golden Path Series - Venus Sequence Purpose
In the previous blog, I spoke about the Purpose sphere in the Activation Sequence of the Gene Keys Golden Path. Like a coin, there is another side to this sphere, as well. This post on the trail also begins the initiation to the Venus Sequence, and thus this sphere now gets viewed through the lens of relationships.
As a refresher, my Purpose sphere is the 11.5. Gene Key 11 goes from the Shadow of Obscurity, through the Gift of Idealism, to the Siddhi of Light. However, in this sequence, this sphere’s line 5 theme is “The Victim/The Leader”.
The Victim role plays very much into obscurity, as it is all about being wrapped up in the mind. I’ve been there many times in my life, stuck in my head, thinking things through logically - approaching brick walls in the logic and feeling dejected. This has been a process in relationships, and even potential relationships, in my life. I utilize what I would come to know as a power of this 11th key and see all the potentials for a relationship, and if none of them were satisfactory, I would not even entertain it at all. If there was a potential that interested me and I chose to open up to the relationship, and then it ended in a way other than the potential, I would get lost in the head questioning myself and my beliefs. I saw this potential! It’s there! How did this go wrong? I communicated the desire for this potential, and it was reciprocated then…I did everything I could to ensure that the potential was realized. What did I miss? Was I not good enough? I’m no one’s cup of tea. You name it, I thought it. I experienced the emotions of those thoughts. Yet, lost in the obscurity of those thoughts, the beliefs that came from them. Disconnected from my inner being. Disconnected from the light and the idealism within this gift.
The Leader in this line comes through first and foremost when leading the self through the misery of obscurity, back into alignment. The obscurity provides great lessons on importance, value, owning self, healthy boundaries and more. It’s through this dip that the Leader can take the ideal paths presented with the gift of the 11 and hold the hand of self and walk together out of shadow. In the face of what seems like insurmountable chasms, this Leader allows divinity to provide mystical bridges that dissolve the mental cage of limitations and show that not only are potentials possible, but that they can be realized through alignment.
Alignment is spoken of here because it is very important. It doesn’t always come without heartbreak, frustration, disappointment, depression, or one of the many other “neg-etables” in the Garden of Woes, but there is no quicker way to sure fire despair than to eat one of these rather than follow the inner being that is walking out of the garden altogether. When I speak of alignment here, it is also important to remember that Gene Key 11 is a right-brain key, abstract and creative. In a way, hanging out in my logical left-brain mind keeps me in obscurity. The intuitive, creative pull of the 11 is what I’m here to BE. In the realm of primary relationships, the ideal desire for me is a dharmic partner. I aspire to have the same flow in all relationships in essence, and the part that I have control over is my own authenticity and alignment. It is on me to not get lost in obscurity, fantasy, or delusion if things were to take unexpected turns.
I have come back from job losses, human and pet life losses, car accidents, heartbreaks, and divorce, to name a few. Many instances where tower moments have happened, and literal questioning of existence was had. Breaking beliefs, shedding of skins, being reborn again. When I was on the latter side of the events, I could see how much time I dwelled in shadow states and negative energy, where if I only trusted in my alignment to begin with, I could have ascended back to zero point effortlessly. I also then saw exactly WHY I spent that long “suffering”. I needed to…only long enough to get to the place of surrender required of me in order to truly shift. Letting go is a staple in ascension to the gifts and siddhis, to the realization of self. The idealism of this key always provides a way. The Leader in me took the steps that the gift provided. It is through this, that I’ve been able to take my experiences and the passion for alignment as I’ve helped several others focus on that aspect of their lives, regardless of what is going on around or with them…a re-centering. I don’t know that this will be a constant at all…I’m only responding from my sacral and inner being to what shows up in my life, and staying true to the “hell yes” energy I get while saying no when it’s a no.
I can visualize, in this alignment, the light coming through me. The ideas that seem outlandish from an outside perspective - having a dharmic partner while transcending the system as it is, finding my version of heaven on Earth, and being able to share it with others. Dare to dream…well my dream carries the energy of that which doesn’t currently exist on this planet, and while that seems daunting a lot of the time in this dense world, there is an innate knowing that it is possible. It is real. It is time to get out of my own way, and allow divinity to show the bridge.